I think, since I’m not feeling much better, that I’m going to find a “primary care” physician this week.
I’ve always got pain in my back. Sometimes it’s worse than others, but on a scale of 1 to 10, 10 being the worst, it’s running 3-5 on a constant basis. Sometimes it might go up to a seven.
Yesterday I couldn’t turn my head, my neck hurt so bad. This morning, I couldn’t stand up straight with the pain in my lower back (I keep hearing my mom’s voice telling me to “stand up straight”). I’m hating it.
And maybe get some counseling, too. I’ve started crying. I’m not someone who cries at real life situations, not mine anyway. Sure, sad stuff on television, or when I’m losing a kitty, but for personal hurt? Nah, crying’s not for me, I just don’t do it. Maybe because I hear my dad saying “I’ll give you something to cry about” and getting a spanking if the tears continued. I dunno. I just don’t do it.
And now it just hits me. Doesn’t last long, but it’s annoying as all get out.