Since my mom crashed, my life has been in some sort of fog. You know that Claritin commercial where the person with allergies is fuzzy? That’s how I’ve felt all this time.
First there was the anger with my mother. Anger for what she did to me or anger for what she did to herself? Maybe some of both? Then there was the couple of years Brian was in a bad mood. That sucked. And let’s not forget the car accident. That certainly wasn’t a positive thing in my life, for sure. And the insurance company certainly didn’t help there. These past few years have just not been complete. Like I was just calling my life in, not actually living it.
Anyway, it feels like things are finally changing. It’s nice.
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